45 Laney

i feel what you wrote. 

deep in my soul

Holy Spirit no words bumps all over 

it's who i've been waiting for messages from

staring up not down

listening and watching patiently 

the light that doesn't harm you 

stay up each night taking pictures of galaxies millions of light years away 

realizing at 42 we can't see the center of our galaxy 

all the light we can not see

sagittarius rift.  the great rift. 

created the heavens

listen to the ancients

hebrews 11, Job, 2 Corinthians, Ephesians 6:12

i'm done with this world around me 

the more people, the more lonely i feel

i used to want to wait until more saw the light 

but now i just want to do what i've always wanted to do since He came into my life

and just float on top of the chaos with peace that has no understanding 

i had no choice that December day

still don't

thank God for that

the first time i felt home was staring at the sagittarius star cluster at the center of our galaxy

it was the weirdest feeling of finally seeing home

call me what you will 

sounds silly

but i can't joke about something like that

because i've been searching and waiting for it my whole life

but lack of attention comes from lack of effort and listening

i only have ears for Him now

just can't play human games

don't want to

won't any more

can't

shant

all the ants 

so i open the gate 

hope you all come through and join His soul fiesta

when given the oportunidad

take it. you will know.  just take it.

and enjoy all the light we can not see

among the heavens 

until then

off to stare at subatomic particles

i can feel them

man that's crazy

what a time to be alive

living the way

until the prophetic moment can't be ignored